I have discovered that I haven't been a very good friend. Let me explain ...

I've been mentally preoccupied lately with work, soccer and the future. As much as I need to focus on where I will be (or not be) next year, I need to remember what I have now. And what I did have. I have a few friends who have moved back to College Station over the past year and I have not spent time with them at all. I don't know why - and I don't have any acceptable reason to explain my actions.

I saw them tonight. I went to an event that I haven't attended in a long time and they were there too. (sounds like I used to attend AA huh.. haha) One of them seemed particularly hurt that I hadn't kept in touch with her and now I just hope that I haven't lost that friendship.

Sorry that this seems so dreary. It's not how I feel all the time - just something I was thinking about.