Wow - Good post Lauren - I really identify with this :

Is it possible for everything to really be going okay, but for some reason you just still feel all empty inside? thats what I have been kinda going through, and it is soo hard to explain, because...nothing is really "going wrong" but, I just dont feel complete...

You put it into words at near perfection.

I also used this phrase ... came up with it on my own..

How can my world be falling apart when things are just falling into place?

Just some thoughts from the bottom of the chili bowl